Eedee: Ashes (LYRICS)

by **Eedee** Sat Jan 12, 2013 3:51 am

JUMP TO A SONG:
01. Close My Eyes ft. Precision
02. Lights ft. Precision & Mike Murdoch
03. Give Me The Rush ft. Precision & Mike Murdoch
04. Broken Free ft. Mike Murdoch
05. Shadows
06. It's True ft. Precision
07. Rise Above (Freestyle)
08. No One Laughs ft. Precision
09. I Need A Doctor (Remix) ft. Precision
10. These Streets
11. Finally

01. Close My Eyes ft. Precision
~ Produced by Nicky Ski

[Verse 1: Eedee]
Will you look at me, sitting with this riddled mind
All the lights inside are flickering, I am getting by
Slow and steady wins the race, I am a decent pace
I need to face the fact that I no longer have a secret place.
Two years have passed since you went and up and left
And all this time I've sat here holding my fucking breath.
I'm doing my very best to balance out my broken life
I'm turning off the lights and I challenge now my open eyes.
Living a soldier's life, fighting demons, pitch black
My life is folding like quite the scene for this rap.
And that's a wrap, I had my chance and missed it
Now my scars are visible and I'm picking at my blisters.
Know that saying that you're high on life?
Life has me down so I'm high on strife.
It replays in my sleep and I choke on what you did
My eyes'll never close, need to keep 'em pried open with glue sticks.

[Verse 2: Precision]

by **Eedee** Sat Jan 12, 2013 3:52 am

02. Lights ft. Precision & Mike Murdoch
~ Produced by DV Beats

[Verse 1: Precision]
You only see what your eyes wanna see,
But I can only be what you want me to be.
What would happen if I disagree?
Do I have to flee if I wanna be free?
Will you just let me be me,
Do I have to get on my knees and plea?

[Verse 1: Eedee]
But my knees have scrapes as I keep my place
My face is bleak need a sweet escape.
But baby you don't know...
What I have to go - through
To get to the place I'm at
Where in fact you want it, don't you?

[Verse 1: Precision]
But my heart's been removed, I'm an amputee,
Your love is the fruit from a poisonous tree.

[Verse 1: Eedee]
But I took that bite and it shook my life
It's the quite the look when I'm seeing lights...

[Chorus: Eedee]
Lights... in my head
Lights... wish I'm dead
Lights... all I can see
Lights... calling to me
Where I go I'm seeing lights
They want me to pick a fight.
It's alright they'll see in time
They want my heart but I'm keeping mine.

[Chorus: Mike Murdoch]
I'm still lighting,
I'm still lighting..
Lighting the way with the mics I set on fire!
Fire's rising, spirit's dying,
Turn up your eyes and see that I am shining!

by **Eedee** Sat Jan 12, 2013 3:53 am

03. Give Me The Rush ft. Precision & Mike Murdoch
~ Produced by Sinima Beats

[Verse 1: Eedee]
Give me the rush, I need it now,
Jeez, it's loud, please keep it down.
The way you touch me, oh God,
Whatever you're doing: don't stop.
You give me the chills, down my spine,
I love it shines through out my eyes.
Even though you treat me so,
Now I'm living my dreams of old.
It hurts me to say but it's coming out,
The fucking words are running now.
Fucking how you hurt me so,
I told you my love was the first to go.
I said it in the verse ya know,
I can't believe that you cursed me, ho!
Leaking tears, I fell from glory,
Let me now fucking tell a story.
I sat there, looking at, pictures of us,
And where do I look just to give me the rush,
I, feel there's something in your eyes,
Holding on to inch of life.
I'm sick of strife, a horrid taste,
I pick up knives and chore away.
The river raged, rocks below,
You drown me more and stop the flow
Of oxygen, you boxed me in,
I just wished we talk again.
That's all that's left for us to string
Along, I'm gone, Mike: fucking sing.
(give me the rush...)

[Chorus: Mike Murdoch]
My heart is pounding, we're alone.
You take my hand and off we go.
Give me the rush now...
Give me the rush now....
When you say my name and draw me close,
I feel the time it moves so slow.
Give me the rush now...
Give me the rush now....

[Verse 2: Precision]
Oh no, time goes slow.
Wish I could flow but I can't no' more.
All you do is take me in,
How do I feel where do I begin?
You pull me in and I feel the rush
Makes me want a full house, no royal flush.
I'm feeling the crush, there's no control,
You pull me in, gravity's a black hole.
Take my hand and take my soul,
Take this band and make me whole.
Run away and marry me,
Give me eyes so I can see.
Everything is happening,
So fast I can't see a thing.
Girl, I don't know what to do,
But you love me and I love you too, so

[Verse 2: Eedee]
Why the fuck would you do this babe?
I'm in love with you today.
Screw this tape, I'm garbage now,
You threw my heart to wander out.
I reach out to feel your love,
I reach out to feel the rush.
Baby come back so will we,
Feel that rush that you give me?

by **Eedee** Sat Jan 12, 2013 3:54 am

04. Broken Free ft. Mike Murdoch
~ Produced by Sinima Beats

[Chorus: Mike Murdoch]
You placed me here, and chained me up.
Waiting for me to die alone...
How could you be so cold?
Woe is me... woe is me... (ha ha)
But I've broken free and found the sun,
And then you think what have I done?
I'm broken free, I've broken free,
I'm... so free.

[Verse 1: Eedee]
When my parents look at me I can see their disappointment,
I'm just a walking talking screw up who ain't breathing with a voice yet.
And it stabs me right through, fuck this shit yo
I'm sitting in my room wanting to get up and get home.
It's no walk in the park either when my father is let down
And failing my classes digs a hole harder to get out.
Then I go off to a studio to do a deed in which they don't
Know anything about, this rap's me leaving with a note.
Oh... yeah, they're both left in the dark
My rapping is just something that I kept in my heart.
Holed up in my room, I only come down for some food,
I get bothered really easy, I act out and I brood.
I'm moved to the point of where I'm under their roof
But not for long, I'll vanish with some thunder and poof.
I mean I'll always love you for the way that you raised me
I'm pursuing my happiness, hope one day that you may see

[Verse 2: Eedee]
I'm feeling free, and thinking that I'll never win
Is a thing of the past, drinking to that has be as the clever-est
fucking piece of shit on this globe of ours...
Time to spread my wings to soar higher than I've ever been.
I think it's time to sit them down and tell them
I hope they take it well and see me as hell-sent.
The words are stuck in my throat, you know I choke on these
thoughts, but oh god, feels so good to be broken free!

by **Eedee** Sat Jan 12, 2013 3:55 am

05. Shadows
~ Produced by Atomic Beats

Wishing on a star, shaking as I'm sitting
I never thought, oh fuck, who am I kidding?
I guess I'm fooling myself, producing a mess
Quitting 'fore I start, what I'm choosing is death.
I'm losing a bet, the Devil's evil grin
Feeling that I'm blessed but he's not letting people win.
Looking at my wrist I see the metal creeping in,
I snap like it's brittle then I'm getting really sick.
Digging six feet down, my grave is like a treasure chest,
But better yet, indeed, now the day you might've never guessed
Would come, like Mike Fox I'm all shook up,
I bite off more but I stopped, we wish you all good luck.
Blind in the eyeball yet I spit in the face of
My God, I need to act right, fuck this mitigation.
You're the giver of sight, enter reconciliation,
I see a sliver of light, I'm letting many rays in...

I stare into the Sun, hopin' I'll see your face,
I need to keep an open mind, I'm choking while breathing straight.
"Eric, you've begun -" Let me cut you off right there,
I'm daring you, I'm extra tough, though I fucking thought nightmares
Would get a hold of me, thinkin' that I could spend,
This and last a life-time, sitting back, I pull pens
To blow up twice, I'm wishing crap, a mystery
Exactly why it's fragile-like, attack my history.
No heart is so dark, where's the Novacaine,
Numbing the suicide, this blast of misery...
This wizardry at last, I coulda sown I told ya straight,
Beforehand that I'm more sad than a total rain.
Lookin' up to Yoda, I know ya know the total force
I'm a fucking soldier, who's been holed up in this Trojan horse.
You can break me free, cuz 83 percent of me,
Fights protecting the other 17, crazy Reaper's enemy...

My reflection is myself with a spitting image
Of my face twisted with a different visage.
Picture stitches holding up the globe for now,
With a mixture of sick intentions, it holds me down.
I look at myself and now I'm not satisfied.
All across candle light, fuck it, I got out alive.
I need to hold it down tonight, but without a fight
The ground invites me to dwell, but Hell, and now I try:
I set my standards high, cuz when I have to die
I can look back on my life and glad I cracked a smile.
I try to laugh, alas but I can see the road
Ahead of me in darkness, but fuck it, I can be the glow.
I can see the light, feelin' so free tonight
Living up to the promise, I'm being the dreams inside.
When the shadows overlap with the energy rays
Just gimme the mic, you'll see my enemies slayed.

by **Eedee** Sat Jan 12, 2013 5:03 am

06. It's True ft. Precision
~ Produced by Sinima Beats

[Chorus: Eedee]
You...
Make me wanna soar to the moon
You...
Live your life knowing it's true.
You...
Take me for a dangerous ride
You...
Make me wanna aim for the sky.

[Verse 1 & 2: Eedee (Precision)]
You put the beautiful eyes in "I wanna talk"
But whenever you say that I go way back to the time that I stop

(You talk about her eyes I'll talk about the lies that she's told you,
She sleeps around when you're not there and it's leaving you so blue)

Playing with fate, bluffing, my poker face
Saying his name fucking going overboard, I hope he raised

(Playing with chances that she won't find another man,
Stop letting her get away with it, it's time to make a stand.)

I'm gazing into the retina galaxy
You're doing work with your love, you got one helluva faculty.

(What's wrong with you man? Are you really that blind?
Are the signals from your eyes even reaching your mind?)

Touch me, give me shivers and goosebumps
Feel me quiver from your love, damn babe, I love you, but...

(Her fingers are stroking your chest, but little did you know,
Take a look at my phone, bitch, I got pictures to show)

[Chorus]

What the fuck? I've been busting my glutes
To give her all my love and now it's fucking abused?

(That's right, faggot! That bitch is mine for the taking,
I honestly don't care that your heart is breaking...)

You little piece of shit, and I call you a friend?
If Hell opened up you both can fall to the depths.

(You can whine and complain all you fucking want.
What's that? Who's the got the girl? I'll just flaunt and taunt.)

Go ahead fucker, walk the walk, I'll sock your clock,
I'll break your fucking jaw so you won't be able to talk at all.

(Like a savante, I will haunt you thru your fucking dreams,
Until you scream, I will deem, your esteem is no theme.)

You will see that you bleed, for this transgression, you prick
You want the girl? Have her, but I'm not letting you win.

(You don't have to let me bitch, I'm so alpha I'll take her,
If you get in my face, I'll show you that's a mistake, sir...)

by **Eedee** Sat Jan 12, 2013 5:04 am

07. Rise Above (Freestyle)
~ Produced by Ear 2 Tha Beat

Look, I don't need to make a whole song about this.
So I'm just gonna throw something down real quick
A 16... and hope you fuckers get the message.

Go ahead, call me a fat white kid
That's depressed, now watch my music be timeless.
As I write this, I'm shaking with rage
Closed in by the harshness, pacing this cage.
I'm breaking today with all the strength that I gave
Everyone around me has me chasing a dream.
I won't ever make it, they're betting against me?
I'MA SHOW YOU FUCKERS HOW I'M NEVER AN MC.
Running on empty I am filled to the brim
Your fucking gravestone will say you're killed with a pen.
I'll be standing behind a tree maniacally laughing
Rubbing my hands while I'm thinking of rhyme schemes.
Now you don't like me, why should I care?
Now I'm sitting in my room screaming, prying my hair
out of my motherfucking skull while I tense in pain
Pretend I ain't coming back from whence I came.

by **Eedee** Sat Jan 12, 2013 5:05 am

08. No One Laughs ft. Precision
~ Produced by Spence Mills

[Verse 1: Eedee]
I'm gonna say it again and how tragic it's seeming
Since the day of beginning I've been battling demons.
They wanna see you do wrong, they lay in waiting
But how come no one ever fucking prays for Satan?
Since the dawn of time, thinkin' all is right
Will get yourself killed unless you sit and fall in line.
I'm sick of all the cryin' I'm feeling a path change
Seeing my sad face, dealing with crap days.
Embarking on this trek, I'm stealing a gas tank.
Pedal to the metal tires squealing in fast lanes.
Fleeing from mass pain, vehicle vagabond
You thought you did me right, motherfucker you stabbed me wrong.
Now stand in awe, you never gave me a hand at all
Walk out the door seeing me laugh it off.
These savage walls have heard our crappy squalls,
I'm not following this path at all,
I wonder why:

[Verse 2: Precision]
Where the fuck was He when those people were dying?
Trying to perfect His image while those families were crying?
He deserted the human race, He left us on our own,
Then He sends us to fucking Hell, how far away have we grown?
From the morals He instilled in us, we're falling behind,
But His actions are just as bad, appalling in kind.
With the amount of tortue in the world, you'd think that He'd act,
But He sits back in his packed, stacked Heaven when in fact.
All He'd have to do is lift his God damn finger,
But instead he lets pain, hunger, and warfare linger.
A sickness is spreading, through the human population,
They call it religion, but it's really taxation.
They say that it can lead to your sought-out salvation,
But truthfully, it's a paragon of predation.
Where is God in the nation? Exactly where we need Him,
Separated by an Iron Fist and that's where we should keep Him.

[Verse 3: Eedee]
I'm off to the races, feeling like I've never been
This free in my life but the truth is, caught in a danger-
Ous route to the finish line, this is why I use pens
To figure out my thoughts, erasing what you did.
Say I'm copying Eminem? No one ever spits the same
Who's to say I can't vent, my life is in disarray?
I miss your face, I honestly do
You never laugh at God when you're caught in a loop.
You bash my thoughts when I laugh it off
You bite off my head so much you probably smash a tooth.
It's like we're in a war and our rations are gone
You're telling me why but I'll have me a yawn.
I recall back in the yard, where we laid in peace
And we held in our arms each other, save me sleep.
Because now that I'm hurt, I can't believe in a god
Who would do this to his child, does he see that I'm not
the way he made me:

by **Eedee** Sat Jan 12, 2013 5:06 am

09. I Need A Doctor (Remix) ft. Precision
~ Produced by Alex da Kid (Fan-made instrumental)

[Verse 1: Precision]
I started out as WordSmith, rappin bout the problems in my life
Then the world switched, now it seems like everything is right
Found an outlet, something to get out that
Anger that I had at the world, now I'll come back
Stronger than before, man I'll never feel depression at my door
And what's more is my rap career is on the first floor
Time to raise it, I'm done with treading water, I'm ashore
Got a crew that has my back when I call 'em into war
There's Mike Hawk, always watchin my back with telescopic eyes
And for the life of me, I'll make sure you reach the top and touch the skies
Do what I have to because man you deserve it
You've wanted this your whole life and goddamnit you've earned it
You were a brother to me when I had no family to call on
And for that you are King, don't ever settle to be a pawn
Your voice is angelic, a fucking modern relic
And the chance to make music with you is fucking psychedelic

[Verse 2: Precision]
And Eedee my friend, I'll follow you to the end
It's due to you that this notebook is full of lyrics I've penned
And I commend you for that, that you'd decide to descend
From on high with Mat Demaz to help me transcend
So I'll defend you through all the wrong that's running through your life
Fuck the strife, man I'll cut through it like a motherfucking knife
Yeah that's right, I got your back, I'm your Personal Army
And I know your enemies will think this verse is alarming
I'll slice and dice, goddamn man I'll fucking decapitate
With sharp words bitch I know these lyrics'll captivate
And enthrall, leave 'em crawling on the ground to kiss our feet
We're elite, there's no opposition that we can't defeat
We'll beat 'em down through the ground, we'll fucking send 'em to hell
Keep momentum going gotta ride out the swell.
And like the people from the bell tolls, we'll sell out shows,
And as we preach to 3,000 fans straight from the soul,
I'm thinking:

[Bridge: Eedee]
Making music together creates this bond...
That remains us strong.

[Verse 3: Eedee]
I'm dying here, look at me just lying here
No rhythm to my chest, thought I was the best, now I'm kind of scared
That my talent isn't showing through the lyrics that I spit out
I go to you with words, when you hear it you gon' get down.
I see you learning quickly, I love it that you're stepping up
Let 'em rough up the beat, the world's gon' see the best of us
When we put our vocals down, and if they throw it out
We're carved in their brains, we ain't gonna slow it down.
They know us now, going hard every day
Is just the way that we are, and when we park in the shade
We're still hot, it's not that you're the worst ever
It's just our work ethic we bring always makes the verse better.
Quenching thirst with our wet flow, and still yet no-
body in this world bothers to say we are the best though.
So while I'm just lying here in a pool of my piss,
Call up the doc, I can't be more truthful than this, cuz:

by **Eedee** Sat Jan 12, 2013 5:07 am

10. These Streets
~ Produced by D.Motion

[Verse 1: Eedee]
Look at the streets, I came for a stroll,
But the decisions I've made are now taking a toll.
If there was a way to go back and fix it,
I would, but I can't, it's a sack of shitness.
This pen is my friend, this rap and business,
Is scary to think about, that's a witness
To my racing heartbeat as I walk these dark streets,
But the moonlight settles and it calms me partly.
I'm like an ocean of unwavering will,
I steady my breathing as I aim for the kill.
I'm pinned down, I stayed on the hill,
The darkness falls and I complain of the chill.
There's nowhere to hide away from the cold,
I guess I'm in last place but I play for the gold.
I can't do this, I'll get this music later.
Let me shut my eyes and accept this Human Nature.

[Verse 2: Eedee]
Dragging me in like I'm fucking roadkill,
When I can't see the stars I'm weak with no will.
Now I'm so chill, when I saunter the dark lanes
Every step I take has me seeing these harp waves.
I'm stuck in the clouds and heaven surrounds me,
Now I'm staring at a God who never was proud, see.
A poet to the ground and a delinquent to most,
But my words will haunt you, so picture a ghost.
A specter with a mic, a lyrical poltergeist,
I have too many things to say for me go to lights.
The King's voice, it haunts me, in rhythm I step,
He left us too soon, a most belligerent death.
I'm feeling like something in me stumbles and trips
And I wonder what the fuck the world is fucking me with.
So for fuck sake, come place this dude a favor
Let me shut my eyes and accept this Human Nature.

by **Eedee** Sat Jan 12, 2013 5:07 am

11. Finally
~ Produced by Spence Mills

[Intro]
It's funny how someone you thought you were over
Can just pop right back into your life
And fuck everything up...
And as much as you want to hate them
For what they did to you...
You just can't, because what they mean to you
Goes beyond any type of pain.
Probably think I'm insane
Stressing over this for so long
When it happened so long ago...
But the hold you had on me is unbreakable.
I mean, was...
Finally...

[Verse: Eedee]
Something on my chest, I need to get it off now
Got the best advice for a human feeling bogged down?
It's too late to back out so why am I fading?
Is my career going backwards, some kind of time dilation?
Forty fans at most? Well, I'm kinda patient
There's more to man than soldiers dying to fake it.
I cry, lie awake at night, tossing and turning
I'm trying to chase it but I've gone soft from the hurtin'.
Spiralling now, thoughts caught in the whirlwind,
I think I'm fucking done, I done saught for a girlfriend.
Nothing comes to me even if I pursue it,
Plunge me under, drown me, I'm dreaming that I could do shit.
But I blew it and now my chances drift away
Happenstances you'd think would have me quit today.
It's a shame, it really is, sadness, sick of pain,
I wish of ways to stand out, but now I grab my dick and say:

There are things in life, that we can never be
And there are things in life that we won't ever see.
Even though plans have changed, walk away from battle pains
Battle plans are in effect, counting down the planet's days.
Catch a case of cold and flu, dreaming that I'm holding you
But now I carry on to fame, by my side a hopeful crew.

And so it's true, that when I think of a glass cup
Fuck it's contents, I continue picking my ass up.
The saga is almost over, I can feel it drawing near
I'm feeling sorta angry, I mean I'm living calmly, dear.
I let fall a tear and then I wipe it off my cheek,
Tears drops on my pillow, I'm crying off to sleep.
Trying not to dream of the times where we were glad
Your precious face would pick up that the signs of me are sad.
Winding down the path that we were trying not to have,
Times were hard and bad and I was dying lost and sad.
You sat me on that couch and now I'm better for it, thanks,
You were like a ball and chain, I never wore the brace.
I somehow knew deep down that this was gonna end
And that you would dump me hard and then ask to be my friend.

So moonshine, I feel this heartache at it's end,
You cry tears of joy from the darkness I befriend.
Sending you these hearty words, you are not a curse
But my lyrics have more meaning any of your father's verse.
I don't mean to end this on a joyous note of lust
But if we are to die than shouldn't the world know it's us?
Slow the rush... I really am grateful,
You taught me a lesson, I'm happy and thankful.
I hope you live your life knowing you broke my heart
I'll get on with mine even if it's slow to start.
So from one heart to another, know I'll always love you
Do try to remember, that Jordan, you are my moonshine...

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